You’re legitimately self-centered. Here you are complaining about something that will never match up to other kids out there your age. You have a shelter, you have parents, you have parents who put food on the table for you. What else do you want? You dread in tears and whine for what? There are others out there that are way less fortunate than you are. Suck it up, and open your eyes. Realize other people are struggling out there when you’re asking for more.